Pain is part of life, and if strong enough through the pain we fight. Sometimes we need to look at life as though dead and sometimes we need to view hate as if we are love because that, we are. Love is within us. So though declare previously I did not, I'm now offering my 'Testimony' in this court of life.

Don’t hate me 

But I did it to hurt you 

I hated her and you knew

you’ve always lived for the thrill

never came clean 

just waited for the news to spill

well, this is my testimony to you

I did it because you hate him and that I knew 

But when non-existent was your respect for me 

My pain I wanted you to feel rather than my tears see

I guess I fell for someone you could never be

A month later, as she lays in my place 

I give you space 

And let my mind race 

Picking at my wounds and further causing myself pain

But I love you 

And there is nothing for you 

I wouldn’t do

To see you smile 

My happiness I chose to exile

for your love I once fought 

But now, it’s for your freedom and possible life with her I fight

I just hope that against you she doesn’t take the stand,

Testify

Because then she will be on the wrong side of my fight 

So close we were 

The finish line was in sight 

But you let go and that’s fine 

Never once did I ask…

Why me?

or

Why now?

I will continue to be your soldier 

I will continue to put my life on the line 

In hope for a change 

Don’t you worry I can handle the pain

I'll be fine promise babe