Sunday 16 June 2013

This is for all the females and males who are in either an abusive of a destructive relationship- if its true love there should not be those unbreakable flaws

Deep promise-by you

Give me all I want, that’s what you said you’d do

now just feels like I am coming back to you 

coz I’m stuck to you like glue.


Sober is what I’d be if you were still wit’ me

but now you’re watchin’ me bleed

and laughin’ da way down to your knees


Deep promises you gave then you broke dem all away 

but don’t worry about me coz I’m getting stronger

day by day


 Pryin’ it would fade those deep promises by you

and you’ve had enough so you wanna play it rough

Well, have I got news for you, boy I give my ride tough


So if you wanna play rough be prepared for a tough ride

coz I am binging in da tide and I know it will make you cry

so be prepared


You break your promise deep the promise made by you

so be prepared coz you will get back your mercy

the mercy that you showed me


Sober is what I’d be if you were still wit’ me

but now you’re watchin’ me bleed

and laughin’ da way down to your knees


Deep promises you gave then you broke dem all away 

but don’t worry about me coz I’m getting stronger

day by day


Coz I won’t take no more pain no excuse can give and gain
you have choose to play I will now warn you that
I play rough my rides are tough and you will lose 
what eva you choose.


not even your deep promises can help you through

the pain you have caused has left me with nothing
else to do.


You will pay the price for the breaking of your

deep promises… 

deep promises… 
deep, deep promises.

Saturday 15 June 2013

This is for all of you who feel unwanted just remember to stay strong if you find yourself standing alone

no use/ enough

They don’t want me you don’t need me 
I don’t think anyone can hear me screaming
help is the reason i am begging 
coz without you, you'll all see me dying
I have had enough of all the lying 
I have had enough of all the pain
this is enough 
I've had enough


I am about to go insane 
as a heroine my job was to save 
I never dreamed that I will be the one 
who one day is in need of saving
All my life I’ve been slaving


for what…
Nothing, 
Nothing at all


There is no use in trying 
coz all I am gonna be confronted with is lying 
I can’t change the past


There is nothing wrong with me for that

Can’t change the past can’t go back in time 
the future is already planned out for us so 
there aint no use in tryin.


They don’t want me you don’t need me 
I don’t think anyone can hear me screaming
help is the reason i am begging 
coz without you, you'll all see me dying
I have had enough of all the lying
I have had enough of all the pain 
this is enough 

I've had enough

Can’t change da past can’t go back in time 
da future is already planned out for us so 
der aint no use in tryin.

Friday 14 June 2013

This song is called 'last night'- one of my favorite hand written songs because it holds so much depth

Last night

Last night with only you on my mind
thinking I'd rather go blind
than to see you walk away from me
like that...
The way they say you would
Hurt me.

If anything should happen I would
End my life to let you know,
How much you mean to me right now.

And love inst a thorn to be let go
Its time for me to let you know
I'm not gonna let you go
Just like a present's wrapped with a
bow
I'll never let you go.

I remember when you stood there in the snow.
You were shivering in the freezing cold.
I wrapped my tracksuit round your hands
And my arms around your shoulders
Said I will always be your girl
Said it will be okay.

In my dreams I still go back to that day
but last night is a night I'll never forget...


This one is for anyone who is having trouble describing their (dare I say) undying love for your lover this one is called 'All About You' ... this one's for you.

All About You

Your joy puts smiles on a million faces.
Your laugh sends me to a dozen places.
Your words are the worlds laces.

Your touch is the earths surface.
Your kiss is the heavens above falling to earth 
Your eyes set beauty on everything in sight 

And any pain brought along I can guarantee
you are worth it  
Yes you heard it you are worth everything to me.
And for you alone i will bleed.

All the tears I have hidden 
They all thought I was kiddin'
Little did they know i meant business
when it came to you and me.

Better than any fairy-tale you find in Disney
the first sight of you it made me crazy
After kissing you I can guarantee we both felt dizzy 
it wasn't just me you couldn't rise to your feet.

Its all about you 
My universe revolves around you 
Its all about you

*** This is what I really think of you***

I dedicate this one to the one who has helped me see the true beauty of the world- this one's for you

The Player

You got the heart of a player 
And the soul of a winner,
I have the eyes of a loser 
And i cant play these games anymore
(because i will lose)

Your game will probably bring tears 
And  I will cry in your arms 
Ask you for your name and your number 

And you will tell me your name knowing mine 
as well.
But hey, that's just love and I'm in love with you
and you alone.

Your eyes look like crystals glistening in the ..
night sky.
Your skin is so tender 
And your hair looks so scruffy in a beautiful way.

And you are mine I know you are...
Just believe i'm yours as well 
For today and the rest of my life 
(I vow)
I will never leave your side.

***This is because  i love you and i am not scared to tell the whole world, so this is proof when ever that feeling creeps back into action all you have to do is remember i am by your side for life and that you have my heart.***

This one is for all of those who are being blamed for their man's/ girls mistakes- by your little singing/ song-writing queen/ his foxy Cassy (Tina)

Don't Blame Me
Verse 1
Don’t blame me for your
Mistake              
Coz I swear
if you weren't happy
There was no need to cheat
All you had to do was leave the
 door was open, it won’t
Close until you go

Chorus:
It’s not my fault it had to end
I never wanted it to begin
And when it did it fell out
Of my hands so painfully
Coz i wasn't expecting you to
Leave... x2

Verse 2:
Why do you always have to assume
It’s me.
The  one with the problem
 Seeing  nothing but the negative
Side of you.

Verse 3:
Have you ever for a second thought in
your mind
That...
What i feel might be true

Bridge:
Till you leave my life
You’ll never see me smile again
causing me more pain
you’re  not taking it away

Chorus:
It’s not my fault it had to end
I never wanted it to begin
And when it did it fell out
Of my hands so painfully
Coz i wasn't expecting you to
Leave... x2

Bridge:
Till you leave my life
You’ll never see me smile again
causing me more pain
you’re  not taking it away

I wear "My battle" scars on my sleeves and lead my life with transparency.

Of your shit I was bound to tire My heart A victim, of a murder for hire   You I should despise But loving will be my demise.  Since you ref...