Thursday, 17 April 2014

This is for those who feel as if their partner completes them and without their significant other they would not be who they are today- It only makes sense to call this one 'You Complete Me'

 How do I show you 
I love you
with out saying those words? 
If you were a ring 
forever I would keep you on my finger
If I were a song
you'd be the sing to my singer
If I was talking about weather 
you'd be the snow to my winter 
and the heat to my summer 
but I am a broken pipe 
and you are my plumber 
I am a phone 
and you are my number 
I am a diamond
 and you are my value
I am a present 
you are the bow that wraps me 
I am the pollen 
and you are the flower 
I am the bee 
and you are my honey 
you are the write to my writer 
you are the hype to my hyper 
If I was a fight you'd be my fighter
because I am a flame you are my fire 
I wanted prefect 
and you were my answer
you were my tuxedo
and I your bow tie 
I am an apple 
without you I wouldn't be here
because you are my apple tree
you are my sight 
it is thanks to you I see
other than you 
with no-one else I would rather be 
because you complete me

Friday, 11 April 2014

Okay so you know they call me TINA but how well do you really know me? This is my acrostic poem -Tina behind the glass

Telling pen and paper my troubles,
my laughs, my pain, 
giving these two unimaginable love
Inside my chambers a hole dug in,
once was filled but is now rapidly increasing
Nothing can refill the hole now permanently engraved and behind my back,
my hands are tied
A star shining brightly once in my heart now its' glow has been pushed into the dark.

I don't know what to believe, I believed in you but where did that drive me? They can try but they can never take it away - Yesterday

In my life...
Never had I thought hatred and pain would play a part
I was wrong
they do
In my life muscles don't play a part
what matters is the content concealed within a heart 
where you finish I choose to start
if you end on gravity's skies
I will defy gravity and my ground...
it will become your milky-way
let every seed of doubt shroud and die away
my mirror reflects the corps standing in front of him
a fourteen year old mademoiselle
her eyes glistening in loves enchantment
red lips, hazel eyes and a heart.
A heart more entrancing than a perfect sunrise 
every little speck of doubt with one sight of her it shrouds and dies
causing hatred never to seek but to hide 
she remembers the day she stepped on his
 he did the same to hers  
the vein broke that day love became a flood of blood
she believed in love, the four letter word that puts tears in ones eyes
the only feeling given the gift of sweeping to uniquely different beings off their feet 
I believed in love.
It broke my heart 
a dart no dart board
but he still used it.
He used it on my heart 
I believed in chivalry, oh sweet chivalry.
It died out.
I believed in perfection.
I thought he was perfect
life says perfect people are not real and real people are not perfect.
It was right.
No-body is perfect.
He was close to the devil.
But I still have faith that he will change.
We all do.
I believed in freedom
freedom, buried under society's frost
and they call it freedom
it no-longer exists 
and then there is you...
you can take the songs me, him and love never sang 
you can take the words that remained in the chambers of my heart and never escaped
but you can never take away yesterday.
His yesterday.
My yesterday.
Our yesterday.
Our breaths. 
Our love.
The yesterday we shared.
Our yesterday.

Saturday, 5 April 2014

What happened to us?

And I know you play with fire a lot but
I exist to stop you from burning
Baby I know if I leave you baby
I know you will burn.
You will see me up in heaven sayin' I took lighter
Saying life is a nothing without takin' your turn

Baby know that you’re the only one I’ll yearn for forever
Your touch on my heart felt like a feather 
Kissing you puts me in heaven 
The gaze of your eyes reminds me of when I was eleven 

Love and lust as we touch 
If I must I will give my life 
And use a knife upon my soul
Just let the life tape role 

Let life take its course 
You can't change the past 
And the future is already planned out for us 
So there's no use tryin'
Just live our lives before die 

Let our lives be lived entwined 
(While we still have the chance) 

Are you having trouble telling him or her you truly madly deeply love them?- if you are then this one is for you- How I really feel about you

Closer to home each time
Only because you are there
Then you leave its gone again
I don't like it any more than you do
I am done crying so I say no more
And then you lead me to the door
You cause me to break the law
Its not only your life its ours alone
You throw it all away and try
Just try and pretend we were okay
You know all the sacrifices and all the shit
But still you chose to turn your back
Hurt me and then watch me cry
Tear apart inside and you don't seem to mind
You didn't see the ways I cried and died for you
But this is why I love you
I will love you no matter what I do
That's how I really feel about you.

Friday, 4 April 2014

I never wanted to use you as an example for this but after the last couple of months and today especially I have no choice, oh wait I do and sorry but I don't choose you - It's Decision Time

After months of five
he chooses to renter my life
and it cuts me like a knife
but I have to decide
is it wrong or right
nothing and no-one in sight
just these words on my laptop screen set alight
it’s 6am and he’s got me feeling like it’s late at night
he is in hackney on the other side
asking of me to jump from a considerable height
telling me he will catch me and I don’t need to worry or cry
but I know him all too well to know it’s a lie
not knowing what to say because it took me months to climb
but I know if I listen to him chances are he will laugh and watch me die
I don’t want to look back from heaven to see my mother cry and father sigh
don’t want my sisters to think violence is okay or see my brother committing crime
love and lust have limits but  this is just crossing the line
I still remember everything he said about the mother of mine
I showed no care nor did I mind
I finished crying in the instant that you left
because the pain had vanished in the theft
though deep within remains a cleft
sorrow never stays I have met a man who is in all aspects deft
but if the knife was on my throat, if I had to decide
it would be anyone but you taking me for a ride
yet you still wonder why our love we’d always hide
and I questioned why my house you never came inside
it’s time to decide
you have the mentality of a child
I love a man not a boy
I was your girl not your toy
but before I leave make sure it’s your life you dearly enjoy
I wish you only the best
even if with your gun I was shot beneath my left breast
it was time to decide
I have made my pick
it's you who makes me sick
this is goodbye
now without you I will soar I will fly
and be sure to watch you die