Monday, 23 June 2014

Some people need to take a hint simple as that and this is exactly howI feel about that I am sure you probably feel the same- Take a Hint

Maybe it's better not to rush in
Maybe it's better if we take a break
Think of how to build a future with her
because, right now I don't think that we matter

because...
Maybe I shouldn't have said yes
Maybe it'd be better if we take a break
Thinking of our future if this break was to happen
our promises will forever be broken
and...
words that we kept will never be spoken
forever be hidden

when hate creeps in and I am on my own
you are never there when I feel alone
Promises were made to be broken
Just like word made to be spoken
I really think you should take a hint

because...
Maybe I shouldn't have said yes
Maybe it'd be better if we take a break
Thinking of our future if this break was to happen
our promises will forever be broken
and...
words that we kept will never be spoken
forever be hidden

when hate creeps in and I am on my own
You aren't going to be there because I am not alone
I think its time for you to take a hint
I don't love you and I never did
so you need to
Think of to build a future with her
Right now I know we don't matter
I believe you need to hit the road

because...
Maybe I shouldn't have said yes
Maybe it'd be better if we take a break
Thinking of our future if this break was to happen
our promises will forever be broken
and...
words that we kept will never be spoken
forever be hidden

hit the road and let me forget all you've showed
because right here, right now, you mean nothing

Sunday, 22 June 2014

Shakespeare is a true inspiration and plays an imaginably grand part in my literary life- my own use of Shakespeare's language is nowhere near as grand as his but never the less for my lover I would walk land and sea so this was the least I could do- this one is called "thou art bless'd"

thither be a million and one words in this world
some larger than life
some larger than the sea
some as bawbling as can be
some smaller than mineth pinky
some smaller than me
but none art beautiful enough
non art perfecteth enough
to describeth you
thou eyes shineth bright
thou art mineth only star in this darkness devouring me
let me counteth the reasons mineth affection shines f'r you
thou heart is a landeth of beauty
thou eyes can seeth what is not in the ordinary of viability
thou beauty in the night mineth sunset
and m'rning maketh it be mineth sunrise.
thou art bless'd
this is one of many reasons wh'ref're biteth thee by the ear
thou art bless'd
thither be a million and one words in this world
some larger than life
some larger than the sea
some as bawbling as can be
some smaller than mineth pinky
some smaller than me
but none art beautiful enough
non art perfecteth enough
to describeth thee

Saturday, 14 June 2014

Sitting in an exam? Don't stress, take it all in. These are the moments that sculpt you in to the being you will soon become. While taking all this in just remember stay silent and refuse to break the 'Silence'- 'Silence'

silence in my new class 

all I hear is... 
silence 
everyone has their heads down 
they are all questioning 
'why is she here?
But no words just...
silence 
as the teacher leaves the class...
Pens drop.
Mouths open.
One or two looking around
then their mouths break the 
silence 
I can feel the pressure building 
their last minutes are approaching
pens scratch and scrape the paper
harder and harder
faster and faster 
they want to fit it all in
but...
from their mouths I hear no sighs
just...
silence 
they now have one minute left 
I can hear the whisper of a sigh from the distance not shattering
 but 
merely caressing
the 
silence 
they are filling their souls with anxiety and stress
but still the only sound...
SILENCE!!!
Not a single tap, sigh, word or sound now 
just
silence.


Wednesday, 11 June 2014

Have you ever wondered what love was? Well here is your answer this is what 'Love Is' this one is called 'Love Is'

Love is a friendship set on fire
love is a one’s only desire
love is what keeps us forever aiming higher
And love is a river that drowns the tender reed
love is an endless aching need
love is a feeling which in its absence causes hearts to bleed
love is the only one feeling with the power to end our creed
love is a flower and you its only seed
Love is music to one’s ear
love is the one telling you what you want to hear
love is a car one that both of us can steer
Love is a heart that’s afraid of breaking
Love is a dream afraid of waking
love never learns to live
love will always take and forever give
love is a song
love only sits and waits for you to sing along
love is a soul afraid of dying
love is a mother to us all
love will shield us from these crumbling walls
love will pick us up is we fall
love is a pit of only the content of two beings within
Love is an open heart
love offers no finish line just a place to start
love is a long road we someday have to face
love is someone’s sweet embrace
love is more than just a beautiful face
love is a burning fire
love shelters you from the bitter snow
love is not a flower
love is not a bead
love if not taken seriously can cause your heart to bleed

With One there is someone but with someone is no-one with one we can chose to run and with one no-one can see the sun- this one is called 'With One'

With one
only one
someone
everyone
the only one
my one
his one
our one
with one word
with one touch
with one kiss
with one hug
one,
just one seals our agreement
one portrays
the love
our minds would rather devour than convey
with one there can then be a two
with two hearts will forever be stuck like glue
there will forever be me and you
you are my one
forever I desire to be with my one and only one
I am your one
with one I have a ring
with one like a nightingale I sing
with one I care about nothing
and with one I care about something
with one I care about no one
and with one I care about everyone
but with everyone
I care about no one
with everything I have nothing
if I don’t have you
with two I have you.

But without one there is no two
and with out two I cannot have you
It all starts with one and only one
beautiful one
it all starts with one 

Wednesday, 4 June 2014

It is true that when you are in love your mind is no longer in control that is because your heart takes over- I don't remember... But I do remember

I don't remember that I love you
I don't remember that I want you
I don't remember that I need you
I don't remember writing the love letters you have
I don't remember my heart skipping a beat at the sound of your voice
I don't remember missing you every second of the day
I don't remember when I love you is all I want to say
I think we played a game...
And I think I lost 
I think that is why I am faced with the bills and struggling to pay the cost
I don't remember your beautiful face 
I don't remember your mesmerizing eyes 
I don't remember when you became my hobby
I don't remember your voice 
I don't remember when we first spoke 
I don't know if you exist 
Because... 
I don't remember us 
Did we ever exist?
The one thing you said might remember.
I have forgotten.
I don’t remember how you made me feel
I don’t remember your touch
I don’t remember anything given by us two
I don’t remember our history
Without any history there cannot be present or future
I don’t remember the messages
I don’t remember those all night chats
I can’t access them even if I tried
I don’t remember my password
I don’t remember my name being tattooed on your arm
I don’t remember having a tattoo of you
I don’t remember you laughing
I don’t remember you crying
I am not sure if I know you sleeping
I don’t remember your comfort
I don’t remember the arguments
I don’t remember the break-ups
I don’t remember your birthday
I don’t remember what love is
I can’t remember if I ever knew what it truly meant
I don’t remember when you said anything
I don’t remember your support
I don’t remember if or when you put me down
I don’t remember if the heart I control ever broke
I can’t remember telling you I will forever remember
I am the brain inside the person outside.
If all I don’t remember has happened
I don’t think I was call upon during this time
But, I can remember
I remember the night you asked me to be yours
I remember your kiss
I remember what love is
I remember your beautiful face
I remember your mesmerizing eyes
I remember when I first saw you
I remember how I felt
I remember your last words to me before all of this
I remember the dreams we shared
I remember the cuts that were made
I remember my name on your arm
Never will I forget your sweet words
I don’t need to remember I miss you
Because I can simply feel it
I remember where you were on our big night
The sound of our song is ever so melodious inside me
I remember your first words in my ear
I remember when we had to hide
I remember when we touched
I remember your hands through my hair
I remember your head on my lap
I remember the way I cried
I remember when you cried
I remember the dreams
I remember our arguments
I remember break-ups
I remember two hours
I remember three hours
I remember waiting for you to come down
I remember the sunset
I remember our first valentine’s day
I remember the tenderness of your voice
I remember gazing in to your eyes for hours
I remember every hug
I remember every heart beat
I remember every breath
I remember every footstep
I remember because I am the heart

I was in control of it all

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