Sunday, 16 February 2014

If you want to know the meaning of love then this is for you- love is a burning fire hotter than hell in which if you jump in with a pure soul you cannot burn let the fire glow and be sure to never let it snow -Our love is a flame and together we make history but its only up to you if you want that history to be held a memory-The Flame

Tell me...
Just tell me you'll let me kiss you goodnight
And I will tell you I will let you hold me tight
Please let our hearts become entwined
And our lives get given a glow and set a light
I don't understand, why am the one to blame?
I'm not a dog, so I see not why you think I should be tame 
Why without you it  is impossible for me to experience fame
And why I am unable to put out this burning flame
Could it be because we are stuck together and in love
That I no longer desire to push nor shove
Instead I would rather be living with a dove
In peace with a beautiful dove deeply in love
I remember
Do you remember,
Remember not that spiteful September
But the indulgence on that delightful December
If you decide you want to take time and remember
I will forget the pain and sorrow you caused me once upon a November
If you decide you want to find a time-machine and remember
I will remember the happiness that was given to my heart on that October
I will take time and try to once again treat you like my one and only lover
But in return I want you to treat me like your love is mine and for no other
Deep with in our flame still burns
And this much you know
Because if died it had in your sight always there will be a crow
Summer would no longer exist because our flame will be put out by the snow
But our darkest nights still see our flame, please let it low
If one of us decides the glow is all too much or we suddenly don't like the snow
Then I am afraid I will have to let you go
Our love is a flame
If one day it's glow goes dim
Then remember together we are the ones to blame
And don't accuse the one who once had my heart because you killed the flame not him

Thursday, 13 February 2014

Sonnet of a traumatized heart

Never has anybody tended to my traumatized heart 
Never have I thought not even death can do us part
   Though the sky has been so bright 
I lay down asleep not, watching the night
A dream like ours only ever happened once before
Now that it’s broken I guess I can have you never more
You drew me in like the moon draws the tide
Love was once alive before I stabbed it till it died
hate kicked in showing absolutely no reason
now waiting apprehensively for the change of season  

my traumatized heart is crying 
if you are not here for any longer I will surly be dying
kiss me, hug me
and together we can convince life to let us be

Saturday, 8 February 2014

This poem is based on the book to kill a mockingbird- this one is called 'You Killed a Mockingbird' this talks about love left hidden and words unspoken till the point of death

You Killed a Mockingbird

I am not going to lie, nothing seems to matter any more, 
I don't know if it's because you watched me walk out then slammed the door.
Pain was something I thought would last, 
I guess it would have, if my head was still stuck in the past, 
when you are having fun they say time does go fast 
Everything we left behind,
I need to erase it from my mind,
I was wrong to sing you that song,
it was a declaration of love, a place, where I no longer belong.

You killed a mockingbird
for no good reason,
come the change of season it’s a sin you can’t erase,
you killed a mockingbird because it needed its voice to be heard,
now every so often you visit the yard,
where the mocking bird lay,
still... and contained no heart beat, did its little grave.

You let regret and sin fill up your microscopic heart,
because you tore an innocent soul apart.
So why then give the mocking bird little a wave
its dead now don’t you know
it can’t respond to what you show
I am not sure if you know what you have done
for I was that beautiful mocking bird singing you that song
I tried to let you know that love is a place where we all could belong
the first didn’t get me
neither did the second
you shot out the third
my little chirpy voice could no longer be heard

I was still young, yet you showed no humanity
shooting me beneath my left breast
portrayed in that very moment, an image of cruelty in its very worst
In my heart the penetration took place
the merciless bullet became friends with the end of my days
I hope you are happy now where you rest
to show you the power of love I did try my best.

You killed a mockingbird
for no good reason
come the change of season it’s a sin you can’t erase
you killed a mocking bird because I wanted my voice to be heard

Wednesday, 5 February 2014

This one is called 'in case' -Just in case you are wondering if anyone out there understands you the answer is right here I do

In case, he said
I am sure he said
In case I cut you and watched you while you bled
In case you arise at night and begin to twist and turn in our bed

In case you want to step our love up a notch
In case we wake our princess daughter who is sleeping peacefully in her cot
Let her be kissed on the forehead and told we love her a lot

Then close the door
and let her snore
for she is the one that we adore
and when our beauty no more cab she snore
dress her we will and escort our rose into her chosen store
and in case one day our sweetheart wants to study law
we will make sure she memorises its core.

In case one day we think of leaving one another
all we need to remember is how much we loved each other
In case one of us begins to think we can find another lover
just remember what we have been through together
In case you forget your promise forever
just remember when I said I will leave you never

In case you ever feel neglected and find it hard to bare
I  want you to remember when I vowed with this ring on my finger I will always be there
In case you feel as if all I do is stare
I want you to forgive me for your beauty is what cases me to stare
and I don't want you to live another nightmare

In case just in case.