Sonnet of a traumatized heart

Never has anybody tended to my traumatized heart 

Never have I thought not even death can do us part

   Though the sky has been so bright 

I lay down asleep not, watching the night

A dream like ours only ever happened once before

Now that it’s broken I guess I can have you never more

You drew me in like the moon draws the tide

Love was once alive before I stabbed it till it died
hate kicked in showing absolutely no reason
now waiting apprehensively for the change of season  
my traumatized heart is crying 
if you are not here for any longer I will surly be dying
kiss me, hug me
and together we can convince life to let us be