It is true that when you are in love your mind is no longer in control that is because your heart takes over- I don't remember... But I do remember

I don't remember that I love you

I don't remember that I want you

I don't remember that I need you

I don't remember writing the love letters you have

I don't remember my heart skipping a beat at the sound of your voice

I don't remember missing you every second of the day

I don't remember when I love you is all I want to say

I think we played a game...

And I think I lost 

I think that is why I am faced with the bills and struggling to pay the cost

I don't remember your beautiful face 

I don't remember your mesmerizing eyes 

I don't remember when you became my hobby

I don't remember your voice 

I don't remember when we first spoke 

I don't know if you exist 

Because... 

I don't remember us 

Did we ever exist?

The one thing you said might remember.

I have forgotten.

I don’t remember how you made me feel

I don’t remember your touch

I don’t remember anything given by us two

I don’t remember our history

Without any history there cannot be present or future

I don’t remember the messages

I don’t remember those all night chats

I can’t access them even if I tried

I don’t remember my password

I don’t remember my name being tattooed on your arm

I don’t remember having a tattoo of you

I don’t remember you laughing

I don’t remember you crying

I am not sure if I know you sleeping

I don’t remember your comfort

I don’t remember the arguments

I don’t remember the break-ups

I don’t remember your birthday

I don’t remember what love is

I can’t remember if I ever knew what it truly meant

I don’t remember when you said anything

I don’t remember your support

I don’t remember if or when you put me down

I don’t remember if the heart I control ever broke

I can’t remember telling you I will forever remember

I am the brain inside the person outside.

If all I don’t remember has happened

I don’t think I was call upon during this time
But, I can remember

I remember the night you asked me to be yours

I remember your kiss

I remember what love is

I remember your beautiful face

I remember your mesmerizing eyes

I remember when I first saw you

I remember how I felt

I remember your last words to me before all of this

I remember the dreams we shared

I remember the cuts that were made

I remember my name on your arm

Never will I forget your sweet words

I don’t need to remember I miss you

Because I can simply feel it

I remember where you were on our big night

The sound of our song is ever so melodious inside me

I remember your first words in my ear

I remember when we had to hide

I remember when we touched

I remember your hands through my hair

I remember your head on my lap

I remember the way I cried

I remember when you cried

I remember the dreams

I remember our arguments

I remember break-ups

I remember two hours

I remember three hours

I remember waiting for you to come down

I remember the sunset

I remember our first valentine’s day

I remember the tenderness of your voice

I remember gazing in to your eyes for hours

I remember every hug

I remember every heart beat

I remember every breath

I remember every footstep

I remember because I am the heart

I was in control of it all