Tuesday 25 August 2015

This is the last time I apologize this is 'my appology'

You want me to appologise
So I will
I am sorry that for you I could kill
I am sorry at your request I spend my nights talking to you In the freezing cold by my window sill
I am sorry for you there is nothing I wouldn't do 
I am so sorry that you are incredibly stupid and don't have a clue
I am sorry for loving you
I am sorry that I let you decide 
But after all just like you said it is your life
I am sorry that now you are gone I refuse to cry
I am sorry my life is now too precious for you to die
I am sorry you want the truth so I am not going to lie
I am sorry I can't take the stress so this is goodbye  
I am sorry it hurts you to hear it never would have worked
I am sorry that my cleanliness was beasmuged  by your filthy dirt 
This goes without saying I am not sorry this is going to hurt 
I am not sorry because where there is no trust all love is cursed 
I am sorry I couldn't provide you with the pain you deserve 
I am sorry that I am not sorry at all
Because you bought it upon yourself when you built that brick wall

2 comments:

  1. Aaawe sooo sad I truly understand the feeling❤

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  2. Sometimes things have to end and hurt to make you realise that you are worth more than what was made of you. Stay blessed and forever beautiful Jennifer and remember you are so much better than that.

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