Thursday, 28 March 2019

We have all had a moment where we do something without thinking twice, we dive in before we test the waters if you like and sometimes it feels unreal almost like a 'Late Night Dream', you know the one; the dream that feels like you are living only to wake up in the middle of it all; puzzled.

Late night dreaming 
About poisonous passion

And a touch enough 
to pierce the surface of the skin

Words that once said,
Linger, waiting to be remembered 
or
said again

Eyes softer than pillows

And a voice enough
to render a being unconscious 
And recuperate it again

A touch that can wake a wild fire 
And blow out the flame 
At the same time 

a breath, like a gust of wind on a winters morning
Or a light breeze on a mid-Summers day

A twilight 
As time leans closer and closer into the dark of night 

A door weak enough to let something in 
But behind it, a presence that once felt makes one never want to leave again

A beautiful trap
holding in the palm of its frail hand the tamest wild waters 

Be wary of that late night dream, 

where all, is anything but what it seems 

Monday, 25 March 2019

A liar responds to confrontation with the question "How Did I Lie" answer is simple you opened your mouth and...

I love you
I’ll never hurt you
My one and only 
Forever 
You’re the only one I see 
Live with me 
Stay the night 
Please don’t leave 
Hold my hand 
Hug me 
Be mine 
meet the family 
With you I see a future 
My world 
Amazing 
Perfect 
Beautiful 
She’s just a friend 
Nothing I would rather do than be here with you 
Home 
The laughs 
The smiles 
The pictures
The moments 
The memories 
Its not what it seems 
You didn’t even see anything 
What shit timing


Shall I continue?

A manipulative person lies until you start to believe it when in reality you are 'Not at All Paranoid'

Paranoid, was I?

I was right all along 
you were doing me wrong 
only time I heard the truth, was after you hit the bong

The day after I leave 
through your sleeve your true colours begin to seep 
And with her, you choose to continue to sleep 

It's fine, I’m better now 
But you should really take a bow 

You pulled off an Oscar-winning performance
our life was your song and I love you the chorus 

it's now time never to look back as I walk away in abhorrence

Saturday, 9 March 2019

Infidelity in any relationship is hard to deal with. After all the fightin, screaming and deceiving more often than not you will find that you 'have had enough of love'

I’ve been screaming words 
No more lying-it hurts 
told you, I have, ‘I don’t like her’

The arguments; the fights 
I didn’t want them but only they can clear your sight
love you I do, but for your heart, I refuse anymore to fight
To think otherwise, you must be out of your mind 

I fought all I could and yet after all I’ve done 
She has won 
I guess I was just part of the puzzle to your fun

Thank you for the love, 
and the deception of my trust. 
But the time has come to put my foot down; I’ve had enough

I’ll be around in the morning to get my stuff
I may be tough
but I’ve had enough of love

Friday, 8 February 2019

This world may turn on it's own axis but it is anything but predictable. You can go from being someone's world, to lying to the world with the classic "Im Fine"

I cry rivers 
I cry streams 
Though all isn’t as it seems 

A heart of glass, behind a smile- concealed 
once broken never truly heals; 
But you don’t care, let's be real

So.. “I’m fine”- one’s biggest lie
Truth is: than to feel this, I would rather die
Tired of smiling while every inch of me cries 

This hurts like a bullet to an already open wound
But I love you 
So sit here and feel- I do 

But as always ‘I’m fine’
being 'just another girl' in your long line

Sunday, 13 January 2019

The dictionary says that "Love is... [Pt. II]" a feeling and yet everyone seems to have their own experiences with love and from that draw up their out definitions of what "Love is..." to them as individuals.

Love has no definition 
For, love itself is a definition

Your laughs and giggles 
your smiles: infectious; as through the air they ripple 

that look in your eyes
When ‘I love you’ we say at the same time

Our hands fit together perfectly 
communication that runs wordlessly

That sparkle in your eyes as you look into mine 
Better than a million highs 

There’s just something about you 
mesmerising, captivating is everything you say and do

Your touch: heaven to the skin 
You I can’t imagine me without and that’s the truth deep within

And that is the simplest explanation 
Of us and love-no dictionary no definition

this can’t be defined 
As our closed door the truth lays behind 

We hold the key
our treasure: not for them to see 

Love isn’t something they can simply see
love is us, love is something one has to be 

no make-belief rendition 
you and I are love's true definition




Sunday, 23 December 2018

Laws were supposedly put into place to make sure society is kept safe. But how? By keeping our brothers locked up and living in constant anxiety making their lives a "Prison" cell? The system is wrong in so many ways.

Prison: where you are confined after a criminal arrest.
There, to detain you, they try their best.
Surrounding you with officers; north, south, east and west.

They say laws are put into place
for no other reason than to keep people safe
but reality says they just want to wipe that smile off of your face.

Caging people like animals behind bars.
A place where what’s yours is “no longer yours, it's ours” 
A cell that prevents you from travelling let alone going far. 

And, even leading up to your conviction, 
your happiness is made to be fiction. 
And, thinking about the what-ifs, becomes and an addiction 
Over your life they now have jurisdiction. 

But don’t let them. 
Your life is a blank sheet don’t give them the pen,
because they will have control over you then.
Your life will follow the cycle: think, sleep, wake and over-think again 

Don’t give these dogs the satisfaction.
Don’t change or cut off all other human interaction; 
you’ll give them what they want with that reaction.

Don’t over-think, 
and tape your eyes open in fear of missing something 
if you blink 

Because the secret is there is nothing they can do, 
if you don’t let them get to you. 
And, to yourself stay true,
Don’t put on a mask whatever you do 

It’s okay not to be okay. 
This is the time when you realise who will be there on your darkest day.
Keep those who will show you they care in every possible way.

If all is followed, 
Then in sorrow, there is no reason to wallow. 

It’s all going to be okay 
Because to get to you they will have no way.

I wear "My battle" scars on my sleeves and lead my life with transparency.

Of your shit I was bound to tire My heart A victim, of a murder for hire   You I should despise But loving will be my demise.  Since you ref...