Wednesday, 5 February 2014

This one is called 'in case' -Just in case you are wondering if anyone out there understands you the answer is right here I do

In case, he said
I am sure he said
In case I cut you and watched you while you bled
In case you arise at night and begin to twist and turn in our bed

In case you want to step our love up a notch
In case we wake our princess daughter who is sleeping peacefully in her cot
Let her be kissed on the forehead and told we love her a lot

Then close the door
and let her snore
for she is the one that we adore
and when our beauty no more cab she snore
dress her we will and escort our rose into her chosen store
and in case one day our sweetheart wants to study law
we will make sure she memorises its core.

In case one day we think of leaving one another
all we need to remember is how much we loved each other
In case one of us begins to think we can find another lover
just remember what we have been through together
In case you forget your promise forever
just remember when I said I will leave you never

In case you ever feel neglected and find it hard to bare
I  want you to remember when I vowed with this ring on my finger I will always be there
In case you feel as if all I do is stare
I want you to forgive me for your beauty is what cases me to stare
and I don't want you to live another nightmare

In case just in case.

Wednesday, 29 January 2014

This one goes out to all those girls who want a way to talk out to their partner and explain they don't want to be used--> this is dedicated to my bestfriend Sharmaine, love you sweetie x this ones called "Not a Play Doll"

You should know me better than to judge me like that,
for you owned my love before any other soul

I guess to you I am yet another play doll 
but unlike the rest I broke free of your control

That is why I am facing your hate day and night
with me you don’t want to see another man in your sight
who do think you are, no longer for your love will I fight
instead I will fly higher than kite
until once again I am out of your sight
my heart feather light 

like our deepest darkest night

For you I fell so fast
thinking life was a film and we were the cast
little did I know that joy wasn’t going to last
I am not a ship and you are not my mast
there is a time when we all need to forget our past

Drowned up in pain
I am still standing in the rain
despite you calling me crazy I know I am sane
but still I stand in the rain
now feeling like I have been slain
you are not fabric so dare you not call me a stain
if anything you can call me a crane
because I have and still do carry your pain

If I must be something other than me
in your eyes
I have no idea what you have made of me
but in mine
there is nothing I would rather be than me
but because you persist consistently
in calling me things that really have no reflection on what I’d be

if I must be something other than me
I’d be the sea
because the sea somewhat respected me
unlike you
that’s why the sea, you will never be

You flowed away with tide
causing the pain not to seek but to hide
love was once a seed before you stared and let me bleed
I still think only you can end my creed
in every dream 

thought
 song 
and
story
 of mine you are always all I need
But remember I am not a play doll

and I have found a way to break free of your control

Saturday, 28 December 2013

Blame the lover boy


Hey lover boy what have you done to her, 
You know, the girl that use to be me,
The one that I use to be,
The one you see 
When you look at the girl who yours she use to be
Where now is she 
For I am no longer she 
Time has changed me 
She left because you wouldn’t let her be 
There is no longer you and me
You should have let her be 
Because there is nothing left to see
What makes her so much better than me
What makes her your every dream and fantasy



Sunday, 22 December 2013

We don't "need" to but we still do

I don't need to care about you 
but I do
I don't need to love you
but I do
I don't need to stay 
but I do
that's the same for you
you don't need to hurt me 
but you do
you don't need to talk about me that way 
but you do
you don't need to say those things
but you do
you don't need to hate me
but you do
you don't need to cheat
but you do
you don't need to hear me cry 
but you do 
you don't need watch me die 
but you still do
let me tell you:
It hurts. 
And you obviously don't have a clue
I guess that's just you.
as for me I am going to be everything I ever wanted to be.

Friday, 13 December 2013

Okay we are *all* strong up to the point where we get cheated on this one is called 'Break Down'

Break down
I never thought you'd see me break down...

Now I am crying on the cold hard floor having a melt down
melt down
melt down
melt down is what you have caused heartache, loneliness and misery

I am having a melt down on the floor
because you are not with me any more
so now I am feeling like a pop sickle

let me melt down
oh just let me melt down
because I am at a civil war the love
that I owned once before

I am having a melt down on the floor because you are not mine any more
without you its just not the same I don't feel like the girl I use to be any more
now I need to ask my self....why did you walk out the door?

Hospital couldn't hold me in at my escape I once again saw your face
I dropped to my knees on the concrete floor
that's the night when I truly burnt down
couldn't sleep, couldn't eat, couldn't breathe
because you made me break down

This is for those who when asked what they see in their lovers face begin to struggle this one is called 'That is why I see heaven in your face'

I will sit, I will cry
Because I never meant to let you hear a lie
For you, I will bleed 'till I die
Though I never want to see you cry
You will live all your life
NO I won't let you end it with a knife
I will swim I will dive
No matter how deep I promise even if the cost is my life
I will pull you out alive
Because to me you are too precious to die
You are too precious to die
You are too precious to die
In bed I lie hoping that if I should die
I would do so with you by my side
No matter what people say the truth is...
You are the reason I wake up day by day
Only because I need to see you face touch your grace to feel your embrace
Because I am the trainer but with out you I have no lace
I am the trainer so you are the lace
God set my heaven on your beautiful face
That is why I see heaven in your face

This is the only way to explain how much you miss them

Missing you always even though the day for me always sets upon your face
I arise with the sound of your name
loving your embrace and aching to feel your steaming hot grace
on my tongue there still remains your sweet love of a taste
I am still missing you always.
please don't ever offer to give me so much space
because that is not what I want and definitely not what I need
all I need is you that is what will end my otherwise ever lasting creed
I want you to know I am missing you always

I wear "My battle" scars on my sleeves and lead my life with transparency.

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