If you want to know the meaning of love then this is for you- love is a burning fire hotter than hell in which if you jump in with a pure soul you cannot burn let the fire glow and be sure to never let it snow -Our love is a flame and together we make history but its only up to you if you want that history to be held a memory-The Flame

Tell me...

Just tell me you'll let me kiss you goodnight

And I will tell you I will let you hold me tight

Please let our hearts become entwined

And our lives get given a glow and set a light

I don't understand, why am the one to blame?

I'm not a dog, so I see not why you think I should be tame 

Why without you it  is impossible for me to experience fame

And why I am unable to put out this burning flame
Could it be because we are stuck together and in love
That I no longer desire to push nor shove
Instead I would rather be living with a dove
In peace with a beautiful dove deeply in love
I remember
Do you remember,
Remember not that spiteful September
But the indulgence on that delightful December
If you decide you want to take time and remember
I will forget the pain and sorrow you caused me once upon a November
If you decide you want to find a time-machine and remember
I will remember the happiness that was given to my heart on that October
I will take time and try to once again treat you like my one and only lover
But in return I want you to treat me like your love is mine and for no other
Deep with in our flame still burns
And this much you know
Because if died it had in your sight always there will be a crow
Summer would no longer exist because our flame will be put out by the snow
But our darkest nights still see our flame, please let it low
If one of us decides the glow is all too much or we suddenly don't like the snow
Then I am afraid I will have to let you go
Our love is a flame
If one day it's glow goes dim
Then remember together we are the ones to blame
And don't accuse the one who once had my heart because you killed the flame not him

Sonnet of a traumatized heart

Never has anybody tended to my traumatized heart 

Never have I thought not even death can do us part

   Though the sky has been so bright 

I lay down asleep not, watching the night

A dream like ours only ever happened once before

Now that it’s broken I guess I can have you never more

You drew me in like the moon draws the tide

Love was once alive before I stabbed it till it died
hate kicked in showing absolutely no reason
now waiting apprehensively for the change of season  
my traumatized heart is crying 
if you are not here for any longer I will surly be dying
kiss me, hug me
and together we can convince life to let us be

This poem is based on the book to kill a mockingbird- this one is called 'You Killed a Mockingbird' this talks about love left hidden and words unspoken till the point of death

You Killed a Mockingbird

I am not going to lie, nothing seems to matter any more, 
I don't know if it's because you watched me walk out then slammed the door.
Pain was something I thought would last, 
I guess it would have, if my head was still stuck in the past, 
when you are having fun they say time does go fast 

Everything we left behind,
I need to erase it from my mind,
I was wrong to sing you that song,
it was a declaration of love, a place, where I no longer belong.
Because...

You killed a mockingbird
for no good reason,
come the change of season it’s a sin you can’t erase,
you killed a mockingbird because it needed its voice to be heard,
now every so often you visit the yard,
where the mocking bird lay,
still... and contained no heart beat, did its little grave.

You let regret and sin fill up your microscopic heart,
because you tore an innocent soul apart.
So why then give the mocking bird little a wave
its dead now don’t you know
it can’t respond to what you show

I am not sure if you know what you have done
for I was that beautiful mocking bird singing you that song
I tried to let you know that love is a place where we all could belong
the first didn’t get me
neither did the second
you shot out the third
my little chirpy voice could no longer be heard

I was still young, yet you showed no humanity
shooting me beneath my left breast
portrayed in that very moment, an image of cruelty in its very worst

In my heart the penetration took place
the merciless bullet became friends with the end of my days
I hope you are happy now where you rest
to show you the power of love I did try my best.

You killed a mockingbird
for no good reason
come the change of season it’s a sin you can’t erase
you killed a mocking bird because I wanted my voice to be heard

This one is called 'in case' -Just in case you are wondering if anyone out there understands you the answer is right here I do

In case, he said
I am sure he said
In case I cut you and watched you while you bled
In case you arise at night and begin to twist and turn in our bed

In case you want to step our love up a notch
In case we wake our princess daughter who is sleeping peacefully in her cot
Let her be kissed on the forehead and told we love her a lot

Then close the door
and let her snore
for she is the one that we adore
and when our beauty no more cab she snore
dress her we will and escort our rose into her chosen store
and in case one day our sweetheart wants to study law
we will make sure she memorises its core.

In case one day we think of leaving one another
all we need to remember is how much we loved each other
In case one of us begins to think we can find another lover
just remember what we have been through together
In case you forget your promise forever
just remember when I said I will leave you never

In case you ever feel neglected and find it hard to bare
I  want you to remember when I vowed with this ring on my finger I will always be there
In case you feel as if all I do is stare
I want you to forgive me for your beauty is what cases me to stare
and I don't want you to live another nightmare

In case just in case.

This one goes out to all those girls who want a way to talk out to their partner and explain they don't want to be used--> this is dedicated to my bestfriend Sharmaine, love you sweetie x this ones called "Not a Play Doll"

You should know me better than to judge me like that,
for you owned my love before any other soul
I guess to you I am yet another play doll 
but unlike the rest I broke free of your control

That is why I am facing your hate day and night
with me you don’t want to see another man in your sight
who do think you are, no longer for your love will I fight
instead I will fly higher than kite
until once again I am out of your sight
my heart feather light 
like our deepest darkest night

For you I fell so fast
thinking life was a film and we were the cast
little did I know that joy wasn’t going to last
I am not a ship and you are not my mast
there is a time when we all need to forget our past

Drowned up in pain
I am still standing in the rain
despite you calling me crazy I know I am sane
but still I stand in the rain
now feeling like I have been slain
you are not fabric so dare you not call me a stain
if anything you can call me a crane
because I have and still do carry your pain

If I must be something other than me
in your eyes
I have no idea what you have made of me
but in mine
there is nothing I would rather be than me
but because you persist consistently
in calling me things that really have no reflection on what I’d be
if I must be something other than me
I’d be the sea
because the sea somewhat respected me
unlike you
that’s why the sea, you will never be

You flowed away with tide
causing the pain not to seek but to hide
love was once a seed before you stared and let me bleed
I still think only you can end my creed
in every dream 
thought
 song 
and
story
 of mine you are always all I need
But remember I am not a play doll

and I have found a way to break free of your control

Blame the lover boy

Hey lover boy what have you done to her, 

You know, the girl that use to be me,

The one that I use to be,

The one you see 

When you look at the girl who yours she use to be

Where now is she 

For I am no longer she 

Time has changed me 

She left because you wouldn’t let her be 

There is no longer you and me

You should have let her be 

Because there is nothing left to see

What makes her so much better than me

What makes her your every dream and fantasy

We don't "need" to but we still do

I don't need to care about you 
but I do
I don't need to love you
but I do
I don't need to stay 
but I do
that's the same for you
you don't need to hurt me 
but you do
you don't need to talk about me that way 
but you do
you don't need to say those things
but you do
you don't need to hate me
but you do
you don't need to cheat
but you do
you don't need to hear me cry 
but you do 
you don't need watch me die 
but you still do
let me tell you:
It hurts. 
And you obviously don't have a clue
I guess that's just you.
as for me I am going to be everything I ever wanted to be.